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It’s not that I don’t love you. It’s the sound I heard when I was 9 and my father slammed the front door so hard behind him I swear to god it shook the whole house. For the next 3 years I watched my mother break her teeth on vodka bottles. I think she stopped breathing when he left. I think part of her died. I think he took her heart with him when he walked out. Her chest is empty, just a shattered mess or cracked ribs and depression pills.

It’s not that I don’t love you. It’s all the blood in the sink. It’s the night that I spent 12 hours in the emergency room waiting to see if my sister was going to be okay, after the boy she loved, told her he didn’t love her anymore. It’s the crying, and the fluorescent lights, and white sneakers and pale faces and shaky breaths and blood. So much blood.

It’s not that I don’t love you. It’s the time that I had to stay up for two days straight with my best friend while she cried and shrieked and threw up on my bedroom floor because her boyfriend fucked his ex. I swear to god she still has tear streaks stained onto her cheeks. I think when you love someone, it never really goes away.

It’s not that I don’t love you. It’s the six weeks we had a substitute in English because our teacher was getting divorced and couldn’t handle getting out of bed. When she came back was smiling. But her hands shook so hard when she held her coffee, you could see that something was broken inside. And sometimes when things break, you can’t fix them. Nothing ever goes back to how it was. I got an A in English that year. I think her head was always spinning too hard to read any essays.

It’s not that I don’t love you. It’s that I do.

It’s not that I don’t love you.  (via extrasad)
2 months ago on June 20th, 2014 | J | 228,790 notes

megumiaino:

let me get this straight. *grabs the nearest heterosexual* now where were we

2 months ago on June 20th, 2014 | J | 239,456 notes
2 months ago on June 20th, 2014 | J | 90,864 notes

borinq:

its-immortalitymy—darlings:

NEW YEARS GIVE AWAY!

RULES:

-Must be following me.
-
You can like the post for reference if you want but they DO NOT count. Only reblogs count.
-No giveaway blogs (I will be checking)
- You must be comfortable with giving me your address so that I can actually send you the stuff.
-I will be shipping anywhere in the world and of course I will be paying for shipping costs (duh)
-the more times you reblog, the higher your chance is of winning. (Please make sure you have permission from your parents (if under 18) to be giving me your address )
-I will be choosing the winner using random.org and I will contact the winner directly. If the winner doesn’t get back to me within 48 hours I will be drawing a new winner.
- The giveaway will end on February 28th and the winner will be chosen on March 1st.

I think that’s all of that! If you any questions at all, don’t hesitate to message me! Have fun!

Now for the stuff

  • Call of Duty: Black ops PC Game
  •  Michelle Bridges deluxe 3-disc edition
  • Jersey shore Full series; Seasons 1-6
  • One Direction: Up All Night live tour DVD
  • One Direction: The only way is up
  • Vampire Diaries: seasons 1-4
  • Harry Potter Full movie series
  • American Horror Story: Seasons 1&2
  • Gossip Girl Full series; Seasons 1-6
  • Supernatural: Seasons 1-7
  • The Hunger Games Trilogy
  • Beautiful Malice and Sweet Damage by Rebecca James
  • The Mortal instruments; Books 1-5
  • Wii: Donkey Kong country returns
  • Wii: Call of Duty: Black ops
  • Wii: Just dance
  •  Wii: Mario and sonic at the Olympic winter games
  •  P!nk: The Truth about love tour live from Melbourne
  • One Direction: This is Us Ultimate fan edition (Blu-ray-DVD-Ultraviolet)
  • One Direction: Up all night
  • One Direction: Live while we’re young
  • One Direction: Take me home
  •  One Direction: Midnight memories; The ultimate edition
  •  LMFAO: Sorry for party rocking
  • P!nk: the truth about love deluxe edition
  •  P!nk: Greatest hits so far
  • Fall out Boy: Save rock and roll: PAX.AM edition
  •  iPod Touch 8GB
  •  Purple iPod Nano 8GB
  • iPhone 4S White 16GB
  • GHD IV Violet professional styler Candy Collection
  • GHD IV Styler; Black
  • GHD Glamour limited edition gold plated styler with heat proof protection carry case
  • Super Playboy fragrance and lotion set
  • Britney Spears: Midnight fantasy fragrance Large and Medium
  • Britney Spears: Believe Medium
  • Britney Spears: Greatest hits 3pc perfume set
  • Sex and the City Perfume set of 5
  • Nintendo DS lite; Pink
  • Blue 3rdEarth protective case
  • 6 iPhone 4, 4S Protective cases
  • Bath Pamper set: White Orchid and starfruit
  • Ray Ban Aviator sunglasses
  • Ray Ban Black folding wayfarer sunglasses
  • KK Kardashian Collection chain feature wing tote
  • Black quilted leather clutch
  • Nude make-up brush set including 6 Beauties Factory brushes and 1 Urban Decay Shadow Brush and protective case (None of these brushes have been used! That would be gross if they had)
  • VS Sassoon Classic Salon Setter
  • Kodak 10xzoom Camera: Includes 45.5mm to 55mm lens adapter and Lowepro protective storage case.

All items in this giveaway have a total value of $5429.35 so GET EXCITED! As I said before, if you have any questions don’t hesitate to send me a message! Good luck! :)

6 months ago on February 8th, 2014 | J | 112,824 notes

borinq:

its-immortalitymy—darlings:

NEW YEARS GIVE AWAY!

RULES:

-Must be following me.
-
You can like the post for reference if you want but they DO NOT count. Only reblogs count.
-No giveaway blogs (I will be checking)
- You must be comfortable with giving me your address so that I can actually send you the stuff.
-I will be shipping anywhere in the world and of course I will be paying for shipping costs (duh)
-the more times you reblog, the higher your chance is of winning. (Please make sure you have permission from your parents (if under 18) to be giving me your address )
-I will be choosing the winner using random.org and I will contact the winner directly. If the winner doesn’t get back to me within 48 hours I will be drawing a new winner.
- The giveaway will end on February 28th and the winner will be chosen on March 1st.

I think that’s all of that! If you any questions at all, don’t hesitate to message me! Have fun!

Now for the stuff

  • Call of Duty: Black ops PC Game
  •  Michelle Bridges deluxe 3-disc edition
  • Jersey shore Full series; Seasons 1-6
  • One Direction: Up All Night live tour DVD
  • One Direction: The only way is up
  • Vampire Diaries: seasons 1-4
  • Harry Potter Full movie series
  • American Horror Story: Seasons 1&2
  • Gossip Girl Full series; Seasons 1-6
  • Supernatural: Seasons 1-7
  • The Hunger Games Trilogy
  • Beautiful Malice and Sweet Damage by Rebecca James
  • The Mortal instruments; Books 1-5
  • Wii: Donkey Kong country returns
  • Wii: Call of Duty: Black ops
  • Wii: Just dance
  •  Wii: Mario and sonic at the Olympic winter games
  •  P!nk: The Truth about love tour live from Melbourne
  • One Direction: This is Us Ultimate fan edition (Blu-ray-DVD-Ultraviolet)
  • One Direction: Up all night
  • One Direction: Live while we’re young
  • One Direction: Take me home
  •  One Direction: Midnight memories; The ultimate edition
  •  LMFAO: Sorry for party rocking
  • P!nk: the truth about love deluxe edition
  •  P!nk: Greatest hits so far
  • Fall out Boy: Save rock and roll: PAX.AM edition
  •  iPod Touch 8GB
  •  Purple iPod Nano 8GB
  • iPhone 4S White 16GB
  • GHD IV Violet professional styler Candy Collection
  • GHD IV Styler; Black
  • GHD Glamour limited edition gold plated styler with heat proof protection carry case
  • Super Playboy fragrance and lotion set
  • Britney Spears: Midnight fantasy fragrance Large and Medium
  • Britney Spears: Believe Medium
  • Britney Spears: Greatest hits 3pc perfume set
  • Sex and the City Perfume set of 5
  • Nintendo DS lite; Pink
  • Blue 3rdEarth protective case
  • 6 iPhone 4, 4S Protective cases
  • Bath Pamper set: White Orchid and starfruit
  • Ray Ban Aviator sunglasses
  • Ray Ban Black folding wayfarer sunglasses
  • KK Kardashian Collection chain feature wing tote
  • Black quilted leather clutch
  • Nude make-up brush set including 6 Beauties Factory brushes and 1 Urban Decay Shadow Brush and protective case (None of these brushes have been used! That would be gross if they had)
  • VS Sassoon Classic Salon Setter
  • Kodak 10xzoom Camera: Includes 45.5mm to 55mm lens adapter and Lowepro protective storage case.

All items in this giveaway have a total value of $5429.35 so GET EXCITED! As I said before, if you have any questions don’t hesitate to send me a message! Good luck! :)

8 months ago on January 1st, 2014 | J | 112,824 notes
generalbooty:

booty game too strong

generalbooty:

booty game too strong

8 months ago on December 31st, 2013 | J | 403,572 notes
flyingtit:

um

flyingtit:

um

8 months ago on December 31st, 2013 | J | 29,932 notes
8 months ago on December 31st, 2013 | J | 24,772 notes
malkiewicz:

Sit tight sweetheart

malkiewicz:

Sit tight sweetheart

8 months ago on December 31st, 2013 | J | 89,852 notes

jennatalherpes:

I have literally been working on this list since Day 1 of 2013 so you fuckers better appreciate it. All the major players of 2013. If I forgot any feel free to comment and add

8 months ago on December 31st, 2013 | J | 72,486 notes
me during an exam: lol imma ace dis bitch
me during an exam: the fuck did you just say
me during an exam: alright focus
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me during an exam: stop breathing so loud
me during an exam: is that really necessary
me during an exam: wow that post on tumblr last night is suddenly the funniest thing i have ever seen
me during an exam: i will kill all of you
8 months ago on December 31st, 2013 | J | 754,792 notes
8 months ago on December 31st, 2013 | J | 3,844 notes

twentyonemumford:

nutellalorde:

korra:

i would describe myself as a “stay-at-home dragon”

because someone like you is impossible to find?

STOP IT STOP IT ALL OF YOU YOU’RE ALL SO FUCKING SMOOTH WHAT THE FUCK HAPPENED

8 months ago on December 31st, 2013 | J | 352,550 notes
freshest-tittymilk:

thecrimsonbird:

mymusicalrhapsody:

Social Justice League

CAN’T STOP LAUGHING. 

Real fuckin’ tears

freshest-tittymilk:

thecrimsonbird:

mymusicalrhapsody:

Social Justice League

CAN’T STOP LAUGHING. 

Real fuckin’ tears
8 months ago on December 31st, 2013 | J | 138,158 notes
ahsadler:

vvendys:

RAW

THAT IS NOT HOW I EXPECTED THAT TO GO

ahsadler:

vvendys:

RAW

THAT IS NOT HOW I EXPECTED THAT TO GO

8 months ago on December 31st, 2013 | J | 256,782 notes